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navigating the amazon


Bloodshot eyes. 

Old tub in need of work. 

Plastic bottles of local liquor on board.

I guess boat drivers resemble each other all around the world.

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— 14 hours ago
#travel  #photography  #portraiture  #photo  #boat  #driver  #amazon  #river  #iquitos  #peru  #bloodshot  #eyes  #flood  #navigation 

dok/healthy diet


Making a documentary in the jungle can be grueling work. Thank heavens for 

morning rum, morning beer.

That should fix you up,

after you’ve had your two or three

hours of sweaty, disrupted sleep.

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— 4 days ago
#documentary  #documentarists  #booze  #jungle  #amazon  #river  #peru  #travel  #diet  #drinking  #photography  #amazonas  #sunset  #blue  #color  #water 

Tuning out the audial part of the surrounding city, I turn the volume up on my headphones and wander the streets like a zombie, seemingly without mind or manner, looking for my visual fix. After a couple of hours, I end up high above the center - It starts to rain. A lot. Soaking wet, I seek refuge under a small cover, next to a lady dressed in traditional campesino gear from head to toe.

She’s a street vendor, but while the rain drags on and on she breaks out some coca leaves and a big bag of peanuts. She shares them with me, free of charge.

I don’t think she’s much of a businesswoman. 

Shh.

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— 4 days ago
#city  #paz  #scenic  #cityscape  #old woman  #vendor  #photography  #color  #black and white  #rain  #sunshine  #light  #travel  #bolivia 

Five days of crossing mountain peaks, deserts, lagoons.

Sensory overload.

There is something about sitting in a car with the windows rolled down - Your eyes closed just to catch a breather from the surrounding beauty for a brief moment.

Never mind the dust, concentrate on the breeze. Let it clear your head so as to allow you to appreciate what’s to come.

There is something about a road trip.
 

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— 4 days ago with 1 note
#bolivia  #car  #drive  #jeep  #landscape  #photography  #road trip  #scenic  #trip  #view  #travel  #dali 
on aestheticismA beautiful flower comes into being, owing allegiance to her ancestors’ unmatched and ever evolving qualities in the ultraviolet spectrum. My perception of her beauty is but merely a side-effect, an afterthought, or perhaps an adaptation of a venerable opinion I heard too long ago to recall in exact words. I don’t care, she’s gorgeous.The specimen of flora doesn’t care, either. Her birthright is to exist, to bathe in beauty. In actuality, she feels pride in her perfection, strives for it. Not only is it her privilege, but her duty.She’s laid her roots by the side of a road, into favorable soil. Silently she lives on, her pollen spread by admirers. Her influence is felt, as more and more of the beautiful flowers, alike in many ways yet all with their own little quirks, bloom up nearby.Every once in awhile, someone stops in their tracks to marvel at her and her offspring’s radiance, until one day a passerby of a different sort comes across, the now meadow. He’s a horticulturist, he believes, by nature and henceforth by name. It is no coincidence he happens by, he was given a friendly tip by a local. The flowers mesmerize him to write an article celebrating the royal nature of their poise and the subtlety of the curves found in their petals onto a monthly paper dedicated to all things floral. The publication is a respected one. He’s a regular contributor.The article runs double truck and is a huge success. Enthusiasts are struck by the new breed and write the paper en masse to inquire as to where they might get their hands on these exquisite pieces of nature. Sadly for them, there’s been no cultivation. However, the article also catches the eye of another gentleman, florist by trade and businessman by heart. I’ll call him the Florist. The Florist wastes no time getting into contact with the Horticulturist and together they a strike a deal concerning the cultivation and marketing of the flowers.  The Florist has the facilities already set up from previous ventures and well, the Horticulturist has to make rent. In his equation in addition to journalistic ventures, there’s a day job involving gardening and landscaping, but the Horticulturist would much rather simply study and write on flora than to actually work the soil. As the case stands, clients are more than capable of such bad taste.The beautiful flower persists on, oblivious to the attained honor and to the glory that awaits her. Soon, though, she and her offspring are picked up and rushed to laboratories, after which they end up in greenhouses and once they’re deemed strong enough, moved over to vast growing fields where they enjoy daily sanitizing showers of pesticides and a carefully balanced diet of Just The Right Nutrients™.After another article, more an ad piece, the flower’s place in history is guaranteed. There seems to be no end to orders. The expanding growing facilities can barely keep up with the demand.Soon, her life is filled with worry of perpetual growth. The flowers must be bigger and most of all, uniform! There can be no deviation from the norm. The clients expect consistency, after all. Field after field is filled with what are basically carbon copies of another and thus all those lovely little quirks her offspring enjoyed become extinct. There is only one mold to follow. But a beautiful mold it is. She’s finally become a household name,like no other.Or so she thought. It seems once she’s been tamed down into form, the hysteria around her ends. Now, don’t misunderstand me, the flowers are still selling well. It’s just that the world of commercialized flora needs another talking point, so she’s soon accompanied on the fields by other younger, more vigorous and versatile flowers. And another one. And another one. None of them at all so different from how she used to be.

on aestheticism


A beautiful flower comes into being, owing allegiance to her ancestors’ unmatched and ever evolving qualities in the ultraviolet spectrum. My perception of her beauty is but merely a side-effect, an afterthought, or perhaps an adaptation of a venerable opinion I heard too long ago to recall in exact words. I don’t care, she’s gorgeous.


The specimen of flora doesn’t care, either. Her birthright is to exist, to bathe in beauty. In actuality, she feels pride in her perfection, strives for it. Not only is it her privilege, but her duty.

She’s laid her roots by the side of a road, into favorable soil. Silently she lives on, her pollen spread by admirers. Her influence is felt, as more and more of the beautiful flowers, alike in many ways yet all with their own little quirks, bloom up nearby.

Every once in awhile, someone stops in their tracks to marvel at her and her offspring’s radiance, until one day a passerby of a different sort comes across, the now meadow. He’s a horticulturist, he believes, by nature and henceforth by name. It is no coincidence he happens by, he was given a friendly tip by a local. The flowers mesmerize him to write an article celebrating the royal nature of their poise and the subtlety of the curves found in their petals onto a monthly paper dedicated to all things floral. The publication is a respected one. He’s a regular contributor.

The article runs double truck and is a huge success. Enthusiasts are struck by the new breed and write the paper en masse to inquire as to where they might get their hands on these exquisite pieces of nature. Sadly for them, there’s been no cultivation. However, the article also catches the eye of another gentleman, florist by trade and businessman by heart. I’ll call him the Florist. The Florist wastes no time getting into contact with the Horticulturist and together they a strike a deal concerning the cultivation and marketing of the flowers.  The Florist has the facilities already set up from previous ventures and well, the Horticulturist has to make rent. In his equation in addition to journalistic ventures, there’s a day job involving gardening and landscaping, but the Horticulturist would much rather simply study and write on flora than to actually work the soil. As the case stands, clients are more than capable of such bad taste.

The beautiful flower persists on, oblivious to the attained honor and to the glory that awaits her. Soon, though, she and her offspring are picked up and rushed to laboratories, after which they end up in greenhouses and once they’re deemed strong enough, moved over to vast growing fields where they enjoy daily sanitizing showers of pesticides and a carefully balanced diet of Just The Right Nutrients.

After another article, more an ad piece, the flower’s place in history is guaranteed. There seems to be no end to orders. The expanding growing facilities can barely keep up with the demand.

Soon, her life is filled with worry of perpetual growth. The flowers must be bigger and most of all, uniform! There can be no deviation from the norm. The clients expect consistency, after all. Field after field is filled with what are basically carbon copies of another and thus all those lovely little quirks her offspring enjoyed become extinct. There is only one mold to follow. But a beautiful mold it is. She’s finally become a household name,

like no other.

Or so she thought. It seems once she’s been tamed down into form, the hysteria around her ends. Now, don’t misunderstand me, the flowers are still selling well. It’s just that the world of commercialized flora needs another talking point, so she’s soon accompanied on the fields by other younger, more vigorous and versatile flowers. And another one. And another one. None of them at all so different from how she used to be.

— 1 week ago
#on aestheticism  #commercialism  #on shortened lifespans of 'content'  #photography  #lit  #short story  #flowers  #flora  #color  #colour  #red  #tub  #aestheticism 
Hey man,We haven’t gotten to shoot shit for awhile, now, but I got word of good and bad news. Such is life - I guess there exists a need for balance. I’m sorry for your loss. You know I’ve had to take a few myself, so I’d like to think I can relate, when I close my eyes and drift back. On a strictly brighter note, though, I heard you’re moving up in the world! Different surroundings, huh? Congratulations on the nod, man. 
I also heard you and your girl are doing good, or shit, even better! I’m beyond glad. Unnecessary drama is so.. Unnecessary. Like a throbbing pain in the back of your head, just gnawing away. Fuck that. Life’s just too short of a trip to be weighed down like that.
Me, I’m doing good. Accumulating more and more stories to spill over beers and well fuck me running have I not been able to secure a couple pictures along the way, as well. I’m by Rio Amazon right now. The highlands and the cold nights which go with the territory were really starting to get to me so I opted for the jungle. Humid as hell, but that’s to be expected. I’m actually just looking at my laundry, dripping moisture as it hangs dry. I have a feeling it’s going to be awhile.
Last night, stumbling onto an old, old picture of us messing around got me thinking. Isn’t it funny, how sometimes you can look at your younger self and barely recognize the boy. Then you take a closer glimpse, get to the eyes and see that spark. Of what’s beneath the responsibilities and hassles of everyday life. Of what makes us crack smiles, joke the way we do.
We’ve had our rows, big and small, but sincerely I’m full of pride to get to call you my friend. Keep on doing good my man.
Until the next time we break our comfortable silence.
Peace,
Kalu

Hey man,


We haven’t gotten to shoot shit for awhile, now, but I got word of good and bad news. Such is life - I guess there exists a need for balance. I’m sorry for your loss. You know I’ve had to take a few myself, so I’d like to think I can relate, when I close my eyes and drift back. On a strictly brighter note, though, I heard you’re moving up in the world! Different surroundings, huh? Congratulations on the nod, man. 

I also heard you and your girl are doing good, or shit, even better! I’m beyond glad. Unnecessary drama is so.. Unnecessary. Like a throbbing pain in the back of your head, just gnawing away. Fuck that. Life’s just too short of a trip to be weighed down like that.

Me, I’m doing good. Accumulating more and more stories to spill over beers and well fuck me running have I not been able to secure a couple pictures along the way, as well. I’m by Rio Amazon right now. The highlands and the cold nights which go with the territory were really starting to get to me so I opted for the jungle. Humid as hell, but that’s to be expected. I’m actually just looking at my laundry, dripping moisture as it hangs dry. I have a feeling it’s going to be awhile.

Last night, stumbling onto an old, old picture of us messing around got me thinking. Isn’t it funny, how sometimes you can look at your younger self and barely recognize the boy. Then you take a closer glimpse, get to the eyes and see that spark. Of what’s beneath the responsibilities and hassles of everyday life. Of what makes us crack smiles, joke the way we do.

We’ve had our rows, big and small, but sincerely I’m full of pride to get to call you my friend. Keep on doing good my man.

Until the next time we break our comfortable silence.


Peace,
Kalu

— 1 week ago with 2 notes
#away  #color  #friend  #home  #letter  #mask  #miss you  #photography  #see you when i see you  #self portrait  #portraiture 

at sixes and sevens


Who hasn’t at some point pissed on a stranger? It happens in better circles with better medications. Weren’t you at the gig? Standing in the back, wearing the big hotdog shaped wig? I thought I recognized you. Just the leg, though. Don’t cut it all off! Of course it is. You’re friends with the guy who was climbing on the balcony in search of lingerie! I meant to stop you to ask you something but my cage felt too constricting and the gulasch they were serving was far too enticing. Not to mention the way the light was gleaming off that one silver bar. Maybe another time. I know, I know. You’re busy right now and I need to keep stepping. Might want to loosen your grip on that brass, though - no need to wave a piece around. Shh, put the damn cat down. What did it ever do to you? Shit, the manners on some people. Let me clean that mold off your blazer. You should really think about upgrading, that old thing’s seen better days. I know a cute little market where they sell these kickass capes! We could play hide and seek in traffic and if we wear all black, they’ll never catch us.


We can be like Bonnie and Clyde. Well, sans the sex. What? Clyde was gay? Umm, okay then. I’m not going to be the gay guy, though - do you want that with bigger fries and soda? EXCUSE ME, I’m the customer here. And he knowswhat they say about bossman always coming home to a hot plate. Except when the little wife is cooking up a divorce. Or two? Can I get two orders of that? What is? Where? Oh, righty-o. I’m just going to tuck that thing away and we can continue on - you’ve got a pretty voice! Wanna go play house in the shitter by the barn? OrmaybeIiiidbettergootototseeeeifffmommyyyhassomethingaggagainsttitiiiiiiit.

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— 1 week ago
#nonsense  #autopsy of a tourist photo  #at sixes and sevens  #lit  #weird  #strange  #desert  #salt desert  #saint  #devil 

on happiness


Someone asked me the other day if I was happy. At the time I was inebr-, well, inhibited from giving a cohesive answer. When I awoke the next morning, however, it was ringing in my head, outdoing the alarm clock.



I feel as if the planet I’m living on is dying beneath my feet.


I’m a member of a species that kills, rapes and tortures its own.


As an individual, I’m prone to not give a fuck. 


Deeper down, I realize that’s a flaw in my character.


I try to climb higher by reaching for handles left by past men, but they bore not my problems.


Off to work, there’s labor to be done.

(Source: bluespec.blogspot.com)

— 1 week ago
#scenic  #landscape  #bolivia  #happiness  #sarcasmifyoudidntgetitdumbass  #color  #photography  #colour  #set 

pool cues


I used to know
boys that liked to scrap with
pool cues in their paws.


Rose all hell, until
bigger boys came
and made the sticks their own.
 

Scathed and scratched, but no harm came to them
as big as the bruises on adolescent egos.
 

Time went by and scrappers turned
bankers,
brokers
and finally got bigger than the boys who
shamed them so.
 

(Source: bluespec.blogspot.com)

— 1 week ago
#bolivia  #children  #color  #colour  #cues  #kids  #people  #photography  #playing  #poem  #pool  #set  #documentaristic 
Hello Love,


I know it’s been awhile. Sorry. You know me.. Better than anyone else, actually.


I had a dream about you. You looked so beautiful, I just had to write you.
 

Do you remember how we used to get? Late summer nights, just the two of us. Declarations of affinity followed by comfortable silence. You were always there for me. I can’t put into words just how much that means to me. Simply put, there wouldn’t be a me without you having been there.


You’re intelligent and have such impeccable taste. I’ve told you how I’m a sucker for a smart head. I miss our conversations. I miss your curves. I miss how you smell in the morning. I miss the way you toss your hair down and let loose when we head out into the night. Just thinking back to how lovely you looked after getting soaked in rain damn near drives me crazy.


I know our thing hasn’t always been a walk in the park. I mean, I remember all the times when I had acted up and you made me sleep in the car. I’m aware I wasn’t always easy to get along with. I get it now, I was at fault. I just never want to forget our problems, either. 


It’s never just the good things that are worth remembering. 


You have your cold side as well. But even then, whenever you do flash that gorgeous smile of yours for even the briefest moment, I’m filled with enough resolution and warmth to weather the freeze.


It’s been four years since I finally realized how much you mean to me. I know I used to act casual in the past, but I just want you to know I’m committed now. You’re such a strong girl, I have no doubts you’ll shine even when I’m not around.


I just really wanted to say I’ll always carry a piece of you with me, even if we don’t see each other for awhile.


I miss you


I love you, Helsinki.





Yours always,
Kalu

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— 1 week ago with 2 notes
#letter  #love  #love letter  #city  #helsinki  #home  #self portrait  #portraiture  #uyuni  #salt desert  #desert  #minimal  #lit  #photo  #photograph  #photography  #foto  #art  #project  #set